how much are people willing to give of themselves? are the majority satisfied with superficiality? it is a lonely world if noone wants to be there for you. it must be even lonelier if you do not want to be there for anyone else. different masks for different tasks, i’m a different person around different people, so which is the real me? it is hard to be omni-naturae if you feel like a lusus naturae. (Nota Bene: i don’t know latin). how do i define myself among a group of people to whom internal deconstruction is meaningless? i can only analyze my existence up to a certain point before i need someone to dialogue with. i do not exist alone, although i am a loner. sometimes i forget how to be in a pack…
is there anybody out there?