I try too hard and then I marvel at the patience of others. I was hanging out with Girl the other night and after breaking her work computer once, and thereby causing her workplace to institute a “you break it, you pay to fix it” policy, I did the same dumbass thing that I had done the first time, thereby causing unnecessary stress and monetary damages upon the poor benighted Girl. I can pay for getting it fixed but I can’t remove the stress. Perhaps I can make it up somehow.