I hes­i­tat­ed in regard to writ­ing about this, for fear of shame or embarass­ment, but since I was about ten or twelve and I had a long con­ver­sa­tion with my par­ents about “nam­ing my feel­ings” I’ve had this voice telling me to do so when­ev­er there is some­thing that I am afraid of in myself. So why not talk about sex­u­al urges? I’ll put it past the jump so you don’t have to read about it if you don’t want to. I’m sure there is going to be TMI for some of you.

And no, I’m not gay.
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